Trust erodes and corrodes when lives are in limbo. Hope deferred makes the heart sick.
Water and oxygen ... two elements necessary for life are also two elements that can deteriorate iron. I'm intrigued. I'm especially interested in the picture it gives of rusted out life. Iron is so amazingly strong, yet these two elements which are life-giving (and which also do not harm iron separately) can simply by being present over time completely consume iron!
Walls and gates can lose their strength and no longer fulfill their purpose. So too when trust erodes. What once was strong or should be a strength is simply being eaten away.
As I think about my biggest missteps in life, it all goes back to trust. I trusted too easily.
Mistakes and trust ... I made mistakes. I lost trust in myself. And that was my first big mistake.
But I don't really want to reflect on the past. I'm thinking about how limbo erodes trust.
- reliance: confidence in and reliance on good qualities, especially fairness, truth, honor, or ability
- position of obligation: the position of somebody who is expected by others to behave responsibly or honorably
- hope for future: hopeful reliance on what will happen in the future
And I found an interesting version on bible.cc about the verse from the Bible in Basic English: "Hope put off is a weariness to the heart; but when what is desired comes, it is a tree of life."
I am weary. I am worn. My heart is weary to the point that I once again don't know what to trust. I feel too weak to trust myself. Too weak to trust myself to hear truth. I want that tree of life to grow strong.
It's amazing what we trust versus what we do not trust. I trust my BlackBerry but not my heart. If I can ever "get it right" in that department, I would be on my way to conquering the world.